underneath myself

a gurl..

with a BIG FAKE smile..

and STUPID LIES..

when NO ONES understand what she wants..

the BEST WAY for her is cryin..

those TEARS that dropped seems like doesn't mean anything..

she's always left behind ALONE..

with all the QUESTION left unanswerable..

when will the this MATTER lasts??

when will the LIGHTS bright her day??

what is her BEST DAMN THINGS??

the best the worst things in the world that she could ever had is:

ME, MYSELF n I..

i live in the fairytale..

a little with her big dream...that's me...I am a thinker, I am a realist, and an idealist... I love myself and I want to be loved, but not at the cost of not loving myself... I want to know everything, but realize that nothing can ever be known for sure... I know that nothing is absolute, but I absolutely defend my beliefs... I am skeptical about everything, but stand true to my gut instinct. I can get along with almost anyone, but the almost anyone isn’t everyone... I think everything through completely, but I’m never really done thinking... I live for each moment but I’m always worrying about the next... I am a very competitive person, but mostly when competing with myself... I’m a lover not a fighter, but I’ll fight for what I love... I have a million dreams, but know it takes more than a dream to get there... I don't know where I'm going but I'm sure I'm on my way...and for sure...i want 'him' in my life...welcome to my life...take it easy and chill out... ;)

this feeling kill me deep inside...

i miss ma boo damn much...

semalam ayah baru je pesan...

" nk syg org jgn sepenuh hati...nanti mkn dri sndri balik..."

sdih betul la...

ustaz pun ckp mcm tu gak...

jgn kte cri cnte...

biar ia dtg ngn sndri nye...

tp...

nk bine empayar rom bkn dlm masa sehari...

tp...

ble nk berubah???

argh...pening...

case study???

jgn tny...

jgn ckp...

ke selat tebrau la jawap nye...

benci...

ya ALLAH...

tolong la aku...

let's start a brand new life ;)

your guardian angel

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong

I have figured out

How this world turns cold

and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find

deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

[to fade]

hafizuddin l.o.v.e asyikin

i'm your huney and you're my boo...